In the video shared on her TikTok page, she revealed that she sometimes wishes she could disappear or go to sleep and never wake up, saying she was exhausted by the way her life had turned out.
Speaking tearfully, Cindy said she felt isolated and struggled to find genuine friendships, adding that even people she considered friends had turned out to be fake.
“The only thing I used to wish for is to be gone, to sleep and probably not wake up again because I’m tired. I just wish that I could live my life right. Nobody wants to be my friend. Even when I have them, they’re fake.
“I just feel like going but it’s not just easy for me to d+e. I would have just ended it all. The only thing that used to keep me is when I think of this thing, I remember my daughter,” she said.
Expressing regret over her past, the influencer said she wished she had made different decisions and lamented how her life had turned out.
“I’ve lost my life. I regret everything I’ve done to my life. I wish I wasn’t born. I wish I had not done those things. I just wish,” she added.
She also disclosed that she had thoughts of taking her own life and suggested that she might not tell anyone if she reached that point.
“By the time it comes that I want to take my life, I won’t even tell people. I won’t tell anybody. I’ll just do it silently. But just know that if you don’t see me online anymore, I’m gone.
“Because it will get to a point that I’ll not be able to do this anymore. I’ll just end it,” she said.
Her emotional disclosure has raised concerns about her well-being, particularly her statements about wanting to end her life..
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